Currently Listening In Between Dreams By Jack Johnson see related

Waking up from this nightmare.
How's your life? What's it like there?
Is it all that you wanted to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is...

So I've stumbled out of my depression I was in there for a while, and now have moved on to a more contemplative state.  It hurts remembering all the times with people I'll never talk to again.  What hurts even more, though, is the daily constant reminders that they're gone.  Whether it be a song on the radio, a movie clip, or something in my room that once belonged to someone else, something is always held over my head.  Not that I am longing to forget, but I am completely happy with the thought of moving on, I just haven't realized how to do that yet.  Painting my fingernails however is a good start.  People who have actually conversed with me on this topic would know why.

It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely and no ones around
Know that I'll catch you when you're falling down

I've come to terms with the fact that I can say, "He/she's someone I use to know." And honestly, I love that feeling.

Take you away from that empty apartment
We'll stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you loved me You'll say
It's okay